Saturday, December 27, 2008

How Matrix Energetics has changed my life so far...

I woke up this morning with a rush of gratitude for how much Matrix Energetics has positively affected my life! You may have noticed, I haven't written a blog since March! So much has happened since then...

Here are some of the things that have changed in my life since March:I notice the vast aliveness of the trees and flowers. I notice the depth of beauty in people. Sometimes I feel so grateful, I'm on the verge of tears! The things I've learned have been amplified. My understanding of spiritual concepts has deepened immensely. I worry less and I'm scared less. I love more and I'm grateful more of the time. I've been going with the flow more, instead of trying to make things happen! There's more room for joy and I'm realizing that life can be fun! Difficult situations don't intimidate me anymore. Things just seem to be easier.

I feel much more connected to others, and much less irritated!! I feel a deeper sense of purpose and a clearer sense of direction, for the first time in my life! I used to be depressed...for years! And I would go in these negative spirals, with seemingly no end in sight. Now, I feel lighter, happier, calmer, more trusting, more hopeful, more in love with me, and with others.

And I have this inner knowing that everything is divinely perfect! I can see the gift in difficult situations. Life has become a magical adventure!

Of course, every day is not perfect. I have my moments! But now, instead of dwelling in misery for hours or days, I notice what's going on, and I make a new choice. I am not a victim anymore!

I can feel the presence of angels and other Heavenly beings, and I've experienced their help when I ask. I feel safe, and if there's a moment when I don't feel safe, I call on divine assistance and I know it is there instantly!

I don't panic if I hurt myself; for example if I pull a muscle or something, it doesn't freak me out because I know I can transform it! And I'm no longer worried about my loved ones, because if someone gets hurt or sick, I know what to do!

I feel hope and excitement about life. I am becoming the woman I've always wanted to be.

I had a physical injury, which used to cause me incredible pain. The pain has reduced by about 90%. That injury is the main reason I found Matrix in the first place! I was on this search for a way to transform my life, physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. It has done all that, and the transformation continues!

I'm learning to simply be, instead of constantly doing stuff and keeping busy all the time! I'm learning to live from my heart. I'm realizing that I'm the doorway that allows the Divine to come in!

Life has become a beautiful, wonderful gift, and my heart is expanding every day!

Sending lots of love...

The short version of my Matrix Energetics Story!

I first read Dr. Richard Bartlett's book, "Matrix Energetics: The Science and Art of Transformation," back in November of 2007, and I knew this was something I had to experience. I had my first session in April, with the remarkable Master Practitioner, William McCarthy, and it was such a beautiful, profound experience. I attended my first Level 1 & 2 seminar in July. It was awesome, and I knew I was supposed to be there! I felt so connected and alive! I attended Level 3 in November. It was so much fun, so inspiring, and it shifted and opened up my perspective in huge ways.

I knew I wanted to attend the Practitioner Certification class in Seattle in December, and I thought I should wait until May. But I felt such a strong pull to go now! So ten days before the seminar, I registered, booked my flight and hotel, and I was set!

I had been preparing my journal since July, and I had met all the requirements. I handed it in on Friday, and on Tuesday evening, I received the news that my journal was approved and that I was officially a certified practitioner! I was so excited and was an emotional moment.

So here I am, continuing this wonderful adventure! Let's see...what do I want to create today?

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Recalling Magical Moments

Lately, I’ve been so caught up in the hectic pace of life, that I keep forgetting all the beauty and magic that exists. I wonderful friend just reminded me to call to mind some magical moments.

Ten years ago, I went to Ireland. It was truly a magical place, and I experienced so much peace and saw so much beauty. I saw many rainbows, I climbed the beautiful Cliffs of Moher, I met so many friendly wonderful people, and I even kissed the Blarney stone! I took almost 600 pictures on that trip...and that was with restraint!

One moment that really stands out for me: I was standing on a cliff, just taking in the beauty of the sky and the water...the sun was shining brightly, and I heard Enya’s song in my head, "How can I keep from singing..." And I remember thinking, wow, there is so much beauty in the world! It was such a special moment!

It’s too easy to forget these wonderful experiences, so we must find ways to remind ourselves. I remember Oprah talking about how she has this special silver box, in which she keeps special notes from friends, and little reminders of all the special moments in her life...this has inspired me to do the same!

Play with me: call to mind some magical moments...remember the beauty and the peace and the bliss that you have undoubtedly experienced!

Blissfully yours,
Angela :)

Monday, March 17, 2008

Following My Inner "Ding!"

Marianne Williamson was the guest on Oprah recently. It was so amazing to see her on the show! She looked radiant and youthful at the age of 55. The topic was Midlife. They shared stories of some amazing women who described their 40's and 50's as the absolute best years of their life. I was especially inspired by this woman who opened up her own Chocolate company. I could see the joy radiating from her!

While this was inspiring on one hand, it was a little disheartening on the other. As I watched, I said to myself, "I don't want to be lost for another ten or twenty years! I can't wait until I'm 50 to find myself!" And it was amazing: later that evening, I got really clear about my next steps: I want to learn Qigong. I've heard about it so many times, from so many different sources. As the thought entered my mind, I heard a "ding!" Louise Hay says she follows her inner ding…and I surely heard one!

I remember reading this profoundly inspiring story about Master Lin in the book, "Happy for No Reason." He talks about how he had injured both his knees while playing basketball. He was in constant agony and could hardly walk. He learned Qigong, and practiced it regularly. After two months, all the pain in his knees was gone. This story inspired me to tears. I've tried some simple movements, and I find that I feel peaceful when I do them. Now, I'm truly excited about taking the next steps!

I also want to learn other forms of energy healing. I've always been drawn to and intrigued by it. To me, it feels like it's a direct connection to Divine energy…a direct connection to Spirit.

This leads to another insight: I've always believed that there is a higher purpose for everything. I've had chronic pain in my left knee for almost two years. It seems as though the purpose of this pain is revealing itself. If I didn't have this pain, I wouldn't be seeking out a connection with God, or searching for my life purpose, or trying to heal on all levels, or trying to find my contribution to humanity, as fervently as I am now! I would probably still be unconsciously coasting through life. Instead, I'm finding out who I really am!

This is an exciting time for me and for all of us. I can feel a more positive shift happening, and I'm doing everything I can to continue the healing of myself and of the planet!

Sending lots of love and positive energy!